: H-E-C-T-I-C :

My dearies,

I really have to apologize for not being able to update my blog for sooo long. I know, sun's coming out and people tend to go out a lot for beach, bbqs...etc. Too bad that I have started my new job and it's kinda killing me right now. Frankly, I like the people, the environment, the job nature (well, it's cosmetics! who wouldn't like it?), and the opportunity to learn. But all of a sudden there are just too many things happening at the same time and everything's urgent. Bosses are not around and I am left to make all these decisions alone, without anybody telling me what is right. I feel kinda lost, while very pressured.

Lately, my home internet is down and I have no time to even check my personal email, not to say seeing my friends, family, and bf. I used to email my bf during office hours, just to keep in touch and cheer each other up. But now, I don't have time to even have a proper lunch. Max. only 10mins for munching and that's it. I'm really afraid that it might be a tough period to go through - work, and relationship. For the first time, I feel from the speaking of him that he's a bit frustrated about my lack-of-time situation. I really wanna spend more time with him but somehow my work commitment is always taking the lead. I want to do everything myself as I don't trust people.

Yes, I did cry a bit for this work/relationship pressure lately. I want to try my very best to work everything out. Especially my bf is heading back to UK for 2 weeks, where he can meet all his good old friends and have a little time to feel 'home'. From my past experience, being away from my bf (vice versa) will wake you up - makes you take time to enjoy yourself while think objectively if you really like/love this person that you're with. I know it's our first hurdle and I seriously hope it'll be ok.

Personally, I don't have a habit of keeping in contact with my ex-bfs as I always think bygones are bygones - esp. when they are the ones who didn't treat me right. One of them messaged me on facebook couple months ago, saying hi and wants to keep in touch, but I just don't want to reply anything as I would like to respect my present bf (whom I'm taking very seriously), and also because that guy was treating me like a dead furniture at home.

I have kept it a big secret as I don't want to bring these 'little things' up... you know, it might be a bit awkward to say anything about your ex(s) to your present bf. But somehow, it makes my heart heavy as I'm always a person who is expecting the others to do the same thing as me. Perhaps, that's the origin of all my daily pressures...

Anyway, enough of my BS and I should have dinner for now.... god, it's 10 to midnight =.=

xxx

g.

: Pointy Dointy :

Been to so many private sales and this pair of pointy dointy is one of my fav!

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Black Pointy Heels - Stella McCartney

: sexies and the city :

Sex and the City is just a very good excuse for girls to dress up and go to the movie. I was amazed about all the ppl dressing up - I've never seen the entire cinema is packed with girls (well, there were a few gays)! It just felt like a night club...

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: Shake the Ruffs :

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Dress: H&M

: Cute Dog Playing with a Happy Baby :

OMG! This is just tooo cute!

I just can't resist to share it with everybody!

There are so many ways that dogs express themselves. Their love, their respect, and care to their masters. It is somehow quite an issue if you have a dog yourself and it's got so used to being the center of attention in at home, while you have your baby born. Some dogs might think life won't be the same - their position will be lowered by the baby. I'm not sure about the situation in this video but all I can see is the doggie is putting a lot of effort in making this baby laugh, without too much 'touchings'. It touches me especially when the baby fell. Note the reaction of the dog!

All I can say is dogs are amazing (even though I only have a cat)!

xxx

g.

: It's Black, it's White :

I used to be an 'all black' person.

I've made an effort to change a bit but somehow, I do carry black and white colors best. Therefore, they're my favorite colors! It's always safe to wear them in any occasions!

: Fashion Maps :

Hello lovers!

I know I know... I haven't updated anything for quite a while 'cause I've been busy with work (we've moved our cosmetics counter in the department store ytd morning!) Apologies!